My Gospel

I will honor him! My Gospel

To the faithful you show yourself faithful, to the blameless you show yourself blameless, to the pure you show yourself pure, but to the crooked you show yourself shrewd.(Psalms18:25-26)

Jesus had saved me although I was sinner who was absolutely similar to garbage of sin. He gave me his new eternal life and let me live as Jesus' life. Praise the Lord!

I have died who lived depend on my strength and wisdom. Jesus lives in me and I live in him. The life that I live is the life by faith for the glory of God. Hallelujah!

I was born in Je-ju island South Korea. I have two brothers. I am second. My father worked in bank and my mother was housekeeper. We spent happy childhood in my memory. When I was ten years old, we moved to Seoul from Je-ju island. At that time, my father played gambling with people, so he didn't take care of us. Our family had a hard time because of that. Whenever my parents had a quarrel, we had to have scared night! Beginning of my puberty's wandering was from that time. Although I had been serving many roles at church, I commited a lot of sins both God and people. I hadn't wanted to study well anymore, I drank and had a smoke with my bad friends. Besides, I had obscene acts.

Someday which I lived like that, I have committed adultery with pastor's wife and I was in misery from that terrible sin. After the day, I should have lived with sorrow and deep sighs of grief. How long did I live not fearing God but people! I am the very man who have to judge and go to hell. I lived double life at church, school and in my family. Many people commended me, but my soul had a serious depression because of my unspeaking sin.

During I served as campus leader of some mission association, after discharge from military service, I was preparing alone for campus worship in personal prayer room. I praised the Lord with song. My heart was full of sorrow when I have sung because there is no relationship between the text of song and my life. I sang this words. "I am enough only Jesus and I praise you who are all of me. You are my eternal life." However, I was sinner as ever.

I begged God to save from satan's snare. I really hope to be forgiven from sin by God. I wanted to go out from the door of death and get free. It was my greatest thirsty about holiness. God has done it throw the Jesus' cross and guidance of Holy Spirit!

I have been imprisoned in a jail of satan for a long time because I feard judgement of people whom knew me. It is truly regretful thing! In fact, to get free from sin was needed repentance my sins to God our savior!
God gave his grace and mercy to me. He let me born again! I once was lost, but now am found!
Someone told me. Not, Lord let me heard. "God wants me confess not give shame to me but get free from sin." I had been given courage in order to live in front of God. To confess my sin gave a pain like death, however I have died with Christ on the cross and live with Christ! Yes, I was(am) a sinner of sinners but God forgave me. I met Jesus Christ who is the road, the truth and the life! Hallelujah!

Now, I don't like rich and glory of the world. It looks worthless. I can tell this. The Lord has been doing his works to me and through me. I believe that the Lord will save the world through the people(witness) who is truly saved.

He was delivered over to death for our(my) sins and was raised to life for our(my) justification.(Romans4:25)

It is because of him that you are(I am) in Christ Jesus, who has become for us(me)
wisdom from God-that is, our(my) righteousness, holiess and redemption.
(1Corinthians1:30)

My Lord. I was a dirty, evil and lewd man, but I have crucified with Jesus Christ 2,000years ago. Your cross revive me who have died. I'm a your holy bride. I'm not an orphan but your son. I live by your life and faith. Now, I give my life for your kingdom, Jesus' return and completion of mission. I really want to live for you whom I love. It is enough only Lord. I will go this road untill the day comes! Maranatha!

He who testifies to these things says, "Yes, I am coming soon." Amen. Come, Lord Jesus. The grace of the Lord Jesus be with God's people. Amen.
(Revelation22:20-21)

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Whew!~ It has been finished writting my gospel in English. It took me as long as two weeks to write this. I had a heavy cold during the past one week. Anyway, I sincerely give thanks to my father who saved me. Thank you, Judy. Thank you my WMM family. Because you are, I could be perfect being.