There is a differenc between God's timing and ours.
It will be the time to get back to Korea after two weeks.
I didn't think ahead before the decision was proclaimed.
Anyway, the news woke us up, and we were blown away when we heard about it.
What plan does God have for our next steps?
I don't know the plan what God has.
In spite of my limit, He made me grew up. Yes, it is true!
I have learned about lots of things.
When I got in troubles, I could not help comming through.
I held on Jesus whenever I did and wherever I was.
I know about the Lord's plan was given to us during the time that I am living on Saipan.
I had a pain in my mind but it went away.
There were my weeknesses, but God could deal with.
I know the way how to stand up in all situations and how to count on Him.
I have been holding on Jesus since I set my heart up to Him.
He continually said to me,
Keep at it!
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Faithfulness
How happy was the time I spent with Pastor Tony on Rota! He showed me about faithfulness to God.
I had an opportunity to carefully see his faithfulness through his life.
The one certain thing that I saw was being faithful to God's calling. The weather of Rota is hotter than Saipan, and he is ill with diabetes, has very little money, and has only a few co-workers.
Even though the land was a secure place to live, it looked like a monotonous us life for a missionary.
It looked like that there was no future to got much fruit of faith.
There was only God's vision in which Pastor Tony had for the people of Rota.
While people see him who lives only by faith, maybe they will have compassion for him.
Although the people of Rota do not come back to God yet, they are God's creation, and God desires for them to come back.
If we weigh our faithfulness and loyalty, how much will we each weigh?
I trust that Pastor Tony's award that is given from God is better than any others, even me. Because he is faithful.
Also, God will praise Pastor Tony for his efforts.
The solarium(sun) arose from the earth as yesterday, but someday the sun will lost its light, and many faithful people will shine bright.
The faithful are symbol of God, and they will witness that God is love, and God is faithful toward the world.
We have heard "Merry Christmas!" every Christmas, but soon later, we will hear about Jesus' comming!
I had an opportunity to carefully see his faithfulness through his life.
The one certain thing that I saw was being faithful to God's calling. The weather of Rota is hotter than Saipan, and he is ill with diabetes, has very little money, and has only a few co-workers.
Even though the land was a secure place to live, it looked like a monotonous us life for a missionary.
It looked like that there was no future to got much fruit of faith.
There was only God's vision in which Pastor Tony had for the people of Rota.
While people see him who lives only by faith, maybe they will have compassion for him.
Although the people of Rota do not come back to God yet, they are God's creation, and God desires for them to come back.
If we weigh our faithfulness and loyalty, how much will we each weigh?
I trust that Pastor Tony's award that is given from God is better than any others, even me. Because he is faithful.
Also, God will praise Pastor Tony for his efforts.
The solarium(sun) arose from the earth as yesterday, but someday the sun will lost its light, and many faithful people will shine bright.
The faithful are symbol of God, and they will witness that God is love, and God is faithful toward the world.
We have heard "Merry Christmas!" every Christmas, but soon later, we will hear about Jesus' comming!
I desire...
I came on Saipan seven months ago by airplane.
God put me across the Pacific ocean begining this year.
Whenever I got in trouble, I could put up with all things, because God gave me the faith that I can move the mountains.
I would have failed unless God helped me.
How should I have come to know that? I know I can not pass the tests.
God always helps me, because He is my Father who loves me.
There is no partition between God and me anymore.
He saved me and he engraved my name with an heavenly inscription.
If the enermies are around me, I can rest in my refuge.
If the rough storm and heavy rains will come, I can stand firmly in Him.
I got married to the bide groom, my Lord, since I met him.
I desire for The Day we meet face to face.
I write the love letters to my Jesus through my life until we meet.
God put me across the Pacific ocean begining this year.
Whenever I got in trouble, I could put up with all things, because God gave me the faith that I can move the mountains.
I would have failed unless God helped me.
How should I have come to know that? I know I can not pass the tests.
God always helps me, because He is my Father who loves me.
There is no partition between God and me anymore.
He saved me and he engraved my name with an heavenly inscription.
If the enermies are around me, I can rest in my refuge.
If the rough storm and heavy rains will come, I can stand firmly in Him.
I got married to the bide groom, my Lord, since I met him.
I desire for The Day we meet face to face.
I write the love letters to my Jesus through my life until we meet.
The album of Heaven!
What was the reason I could not be free? The cause of it were my sins.
Everyone has a lot of choices as long as they live, and the choices that they choose leas them to good or bad. I chose Sin.
It was a far cry from me to God. I was so distant.
Christ has died on the cross in order to set me free from sins.
God brought me from Satan to His kingdom through Jesus.
He has drawn me from sins to freedom so that He can tell me about the Gospel of God's grace.
Everyone needs salvation. God has been looking for His lost sons and daughters.
Jesus is our bridge that we can cross over to God.
Even though a huge mountain obstructs us, God Almighty is able to move the mountain.
What great power it is! He is the God who loves us.
Now, my concerns are not money, health, wealth and honor, but is glorifying God.
My daily bread is to obey God and Gis Word.
I will obey the Word that He gives me every morning.
I can not breathe for only myself anymore. I breathe for the glory of God, and I will do it until The Day comes.
Some people will go to heaven, and the others will not go there in Last Judgement.
I am going to see myself with my holy family in the heavenly photograph album in heaven. Amen!
Everyone has a lot of choices as long as they live, and the choices that they choose leas them to good or bad. I chose Sin.
It was a far cry from me to God. I was so distant.
Christ has died on the cross in order to set me free from sins.
God brought me from Satan to His kingdom through Jesus.
He has drawn me from sins to freedom so that He can tell me about the Gospel of God's grace.
Everyone needs salvation. God has been looking for His lost sons and daughters.
Jesus is our bridge that we can cross over to God.
Even though a huge mountain obstructs us, God Almighty is able to move the mountain.
What great power it is! He is the God who loves us.
Now, my concerns are not money, health, wealth and honor, but is glorifying God.
My daily bread is to obey God and Gis Word.
I will obey the Word that He gives me every morning.
I can not breathe for only myself anymore. I breathe for the glory of God, and I will do it until The Day comes.
Some people will go to heaven, and the others will not go there in Last Judgement.
I am going to see myself with my holy family in the heavenly photograph album in heaven. Amen!
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
One night's Dream
There was a barn with a red roof near the brook.
The barn door was chained, and several cows laid down on the grass.
An ark was carried down the brook smoothly.
Two women came out of the ark, and they opened a tight door slowly.
Suddenly, the cows stood up, and a small dog outside started growling.
When they passed the curved hallway, they shouted with joy.
There were oil, soy source, and a lot of dishes inside the barn.
It thrilled them, but they checked if somebody was there.
One woman talked to her friend about the throne of mighty Lord
while they broiled corn and trout.
At that time, a chalk was thrown toward Joses and I.
But, the chalk swerved from us. We woke up. It was a dream.
Our composition skill is worse than ever.
We need to grow and stand firm in using English.
Thank you.:D
The 500 Most frequently used English words: 84times
The barn door was chained, and several cows laid down on the grass.
An ark was carried down the brook smoothly.
Two women came out of the ark, and they opened a tight door slowly.
Suddenly, the cows stood up, and a small dog outside started growling.
When they passed the curved hallway, they shouted with joy.
There were oil, soy source, and a lot of dishes inside the barn.
It thrilled them, but they checked if somebody was there.
One woman talked to her friend about the throne of mighty Lord
while they broiled corn and trout.
At that time, a chalk was thrown toward Joses and I.
But, the chalk swerved from us. We woke up. It was a dream.
Our composition skill is worse than ever.
We need to grow and stand firm in using English.
Thank you.:D
The 500 Most frequently used English words: 84times
Monday, September 21, 2009
Obeying vs sacrifices
The shape of Kagman church's bible study was different whenever I went to there.:D
Someday was prayer meeting, another was bible study with youth, the other was out reach. Do you know what I did in last week? It was opportunity to share my Gospel and God's vision! How amazing is our God's plan and guidance.
As a matter of fact, the church locate on the outskirts of a town, it is small, and there was very few people in every meeting. Nevertheless, I did not be disappointed with the fact. I was very pleased, I also was exciting because I had a belief that He is leading me!
On last week, the church leader suggested me about sharing something that I want.
I might not be share if I did not have 'the Belif.'
I shared my Gospel without hesitating; it makes me disobey God, let me pursue pleasure and comfortable life.
I could not explain my Gospel exactly; for example, I wanted say to them, 'I sinned.', but I said like this, 'I did sin.' But, I do not ashamed of my fault.
Except this, I could not tell about that I really wanted tell them.
It seemed that I share my Gospel and God's vision for one hour.:D
They encouraged me several words, and the time satisfied me.
I am very happy whenever God receive the glory from me.
I do not know how God works forward to this church and the people of Kagman, during a couple of months. But as God has done, am doing until now, He will do His work.
I hope to see His glory through the Kagman and the people.
But Samuel replied: "Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the voice of the LORD ? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams. (1Samuel 15:22)
Someday was prayer meeting, another was bible study with youth, the other was out reach. Do you know what I did in last week? It was opportunity to share my Gospel and God's vision! How amazing is our God's plan and guidance.
As a matter of fact, the church locate on the outskirts of a town, it is small, and there was very few people in every meeting. Nevertheless, I did not be disappointed with the fact. I was very pleased, I also was exciting because I had a belief that He is leading me!
On last week, the church leader suggested me about sharing something that I want.
I might not be share if I did not have 'the Belif.'
I shared my Gospel without hesitating; it makes me disobey God, let me pursue pleasure and comfortable life.
I could not explain my Gospel exactly; for example, I wanted say to them, 'I sinned.', but I said like this, 'I did sin.' But, I do not ashamed of my fault.
Except this, I could not tell about that I really wanted tell them.
It seemed that I share my Gospel and God's vision for one hour.:D
They encouraged me several words, and the time satisfied me.
I am very happy whenever God receive the glory from me.
I do not know how God works forward to this church and the people of Kagman, during a couple of months. But as God has done, am doing until now, He will do His work.
I hope to see His glory through the Kagman and the people.
But Samuel replied: "Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the voice of the LORD ? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams. (1Samuel 15:22)
Sunday, September 20, 2009
True reason that I am here
What am I doing on Saipan?...Learning English?
To exercise phonics?
Having a Relationship with people who live in this place?
If not, serving members of our team? Why am I here in very important these time?
It is true that the reason I am here is not because of those reason.
It's really true!
If so, for what reason?
I am here because God led me, and gave the task of learning English in order to achieve His final goal. Onething that I know is not only learning English but also preparing 'the Gospel'and 'the prayer.'
Namely, God gave me the time to prepare as a 'witness' for the completion of mission.
Honestly speaking, during last six month, I have had a firm belief that I must learn English above all. Therefore, I missed lots of good oppotunity to learn not about English but about to stand firmly as a witness.
After I realized my fault about the reason that I have been sent, I decided to focus on the Lord's will: What does Jesus want to me? What does God want me to do?
What should I do during my stay here?
It is relate with my calling: The calling of WMM is the serving and the unity for the revival of God's kingdom and the completion of Great commission.
I have called as a witness for the people and the church that need to revive.
It is hard job; it needs great cost: time, my future, marriage, family, and my own one life. Besides, the world is going to exclude me, insult me and maybe kill me.
Necessarily, if I do not prepare the Gospel and the Prayer, I am going to be shamed before the world.
I will obey God not only today but until the last day; at least during six months!
I really want God to say about my obeying, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'
Eventhough I am not going to gain nothing, if I hear from my beloved God, I will enough. Yes, Lord! I am enough!
p.s: To learn English hardly is given to me by God. It also is true! I don't forget! ~:D
To exercise phonics?
Having a Relationship with people who live in this place?
If not, serving members of our team? Why am I here in very important these time?
It is true that the reason I am here is not because of those reason.
It's really true!
If so, for what reason?
I am here because God led me, and gave the task of learning English in order to achieve His final goal. Onething that I know is not only learning English but also preparing 'the Gospel'and 'the prayer.'
Namely, God gave me the time to prepare as a 'witness' for the completion of mission.
Honestly speaking, during last six month, I have had a firm belief that I must learn English above all. Therefore, I missed lots of good oppotunity to learn not about English but about to stand firmly as a witness.
After I realized my fault about the reason that I have been sent, I decided to focus on the Lord's will: What does Jesus want to me? What does God want me to do?
What should I do during my stay here?
It is relate with my calling: The calling of WMM is the serving and the unity for the revival of God's kingdom and the completion of Great commission.
I have called as a witness for the people and the church that need to revive.
It is hard job; it needs great cost: time, my future, marriage, family, and my own one life. Besides, the world is going to exclude me, insult me and maybe kill me.
Necessarily, if I do not prepare the Gospel and the Prayer, I am going to be shamed before the world.
I will obey God not only today but until the last day; at least during six months!
I really want God to say about my obeying, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'
Eventhough I am not going to gain nothing, if I hear from my beloved God, I will enough. Yes, Lord! I am enough!
p.s: To learn English hardly is given to me by God. It also is true! I don't forget! ~:D
Thursday, September 17, 2009
The plans God has for me
What plans does God have for me?
Every tuesday, I attend the bible study at the church of Kagman.
Whenever I go there, God allowed different situations: first time, we just prayed for many prayer requestes; on second week, we prayed for the vilige and families with walking together; on last week, and then, I could meet some teenagers in bible study meeting. During I came that place, I was familier with not only the church members but the street that is from my house to the Kagman.
I expect, and also I know that this time is from not somebody but God. So, I obey His word if I don't understand why he send me there. But, it is clear that the reason that He led me there.
After the bible stduy finished, the leader asked me what I have something to tell. As a matter of fact, I do everything without hesitation about some opportunities that God showed me. I told my thought about 'self-control' that was the topic of the bible study. I thank to God who saved me from satan and sin, therefore I can self-control in Christ. Before I met the Lord of cross, I sined in every situations without self-control; because I was a sinner and I was a sin.
It was impossible to self-control with only my will and efforts.(Unfortunately, how many people try to do about self-control without the cross!..It is self-confidence, and also is a Buddhist invocation.) But now, I can do every good acts and self-control in Christ who save from sin.
I felt that the time what I return to my house is short. The time that God gaves me is valuable, and it is changing me; although I can not recognize.
God has done, is doing and will do in every His time and places that He leads. Amen!
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah29:11)
Every tuesday, I attend the bible study at the church of Kagman.
Whenever I go there, God allowed different situations: first time, we just prayed for many prayer requestes; on second week, we prayed for the vilige and families with walking together; on last week, and then, I could meet some teenagers in bible study meeting. During I came that place, I was familier with not only the church members but the street that is from my house to the Kagman.
I expect, and also I know that this time is from not somebody but God. So, I obey His word if I don't understand why he send me there. But, it is clear that the reason that He led me there.
After the bible stduy finished, the leader asked me what I have something to tell. As a matter of fact, I do everything without hesitation about some opportunities that God showed me. I told my thought about 'self-control' that was the topic of the bible study. I thank to God who saved me from satan and sin, therefore I can self-control in Christ. Before I met the Lord of cross, I sined in every situations without self-control; because I was a sinner and I was a sin.
It was impossible to self-control with only my will and efforts.(Unfortunately, how many people try to do about self-control without the cross!..It is self-confidence, and also is a Buddhist invocation.) But now, I can do every good acts and self-control in Christ who save from sin.
I felt that the time what I return to my house is short. The time that God gaves me is valuable, and it is changing me; although I can not recognize.
God has done, is doing and will do in every His time and places that He leads. Amen!
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah29:11)
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I am ready..
I was sick last week because I tend to take not a rest before I lose my energy. During forty days, I concentrated many things that I had to do as a leader of WSA team. I decided to take not a nap every afternoon, and I was concerned about members. God gave me his love which is not self-seeking, I could not help serving them and God's tasks.
I had a great happiest time to serve God through this time, and it gave me the joy. I eagerly did my homework, many roles, and I prayed better than last six months with wholeheartedly. God answered me, He showed me His faithfulness through the answers. He alives! He is my father who answer me, show to me and first of all, loves me.
I did not know about tiring until I had been sick.
I was sick in bed for three days. It was painful better than I thought.
During I was in bed, I thought about martyrdom.
I can not explain exactly that thinking in English.
The best important thing what I think about martyrdom is that I can see my Lord after I died! It is amazing and wonderful thing!
I hope to see Jesus with all the nations on the last day, however anyone knows the day of Jesus' coming.
Every holy saints are praying for the day, and we will see Him whom will come from heaven.
Secondly, on the day of my death, I will see Him! Seeing the Lord faster than what I think, is incredible!
I almost recoverd my health, and I awoke.:D
After I awoke, I had to think what I should to do that as a man who lives on the earth.:<
I love my life that God gave me, and I will show faithful to God through my life that I am living continually until He comes.
If I live or die, I will live for God. I belong to God who gave his only son to me.
Someone's confess gave an impression.
"I am ready to die for Christ."...It is like an apostle paul said.
I also confess my lovely Jesus with sincerely.
I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. (Philippians 1:20-21)
I had a great happiest time to serve God through this time, and it gave me the joy. I eagerly did my homework, many roles, and I prayed better than last six months with wholeheartedly. God answered me, He showed me His faithfulness through the answers. He alives! He is my father who answer me, show to me and first of all, loves me.
I did not know about tiring until I had been sick.
I was sick in bed for three days. It was painful better than I thought.
During I was in bed, I thought about martyrdom.
I can not explain exactly that thinking in English.
The best important thing what I think about martyrdom is that I can see my Lord after I died! It is amazing and wonderful thing!
I hope to see Jesus with all the nations on the last day, however anyone knows the day of Jesus' coming.
Every holy saints are praying for the day, and we will see Him whom will come from heaven.
Secondly, on the day of my death, I will see Him! Seeing the Lord faster than what I think, is incredible!
I almost recoverd my health, and I awoke.:D
After I awoke, I had to think what I should to do that as a man who lives on the earth.:<
I love my life that God gave me, and I will show faithful to God through my life that I am living continually until He comes.
If I live or die, I will live for God. I belong to God who gave his only son to me.
Someone's confess gave an impression.
"I am ready to die for Christ."...It is like an apostle paul said.
I also confess my lovely Jesus with sincerely.
I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. (Philippians 1:20-21)
Sunday, September 6, 2009
God works in his will(on the Kagman..)
God works whenever, and wherever!
When I arrived at the church in order to take part in the bible study meeting, two husband and wife who I saw last week was just about to open the door of church. Although there was nobody when I came last week, I thanks to God and pray for somethings.
The fact that some people was there before I arrived, is enough to let me had a special expectation.
The time was already at 7PM, but people did not come anymore. They was about to call somebody, but they didn't answer the phone.
What does God can do in these situations? What does he want to us like today that rain in torrents?:D
We decided to pray with walking around the street; what a wonderful God's plan!
God our father planed not the bible study meeting but prayer time for the Kagman people with walking.
He always have the great plan better than I have; he always give me the best thing better than I want, and know.
He is creator of whole universe and the earth, he works everything as he wants. There is no abstacle to interrupt him all of the world; eventhough king of the kings.
We had visited a couple of families, and they prayed for the families's some needs. The time that I prayed with walking at the Kagman, is will be my first unforgetable experience.
Before I came to my house, the husband and wife asked me to pray for the land and the people. I could pray for them, without hesitated, I began to pray in His pouring heart. God gave me the prayer requests, and let me pray, and let me trust in Him. I believe the plan that God has planed will be accomplished in His time.
I just do my job, and obey God day by day.
Because I prayed, he will do his work; because of my obedience, God will let me know him.
Thank you Lord for giving me the great time to see your work for your people and land, also me. I will obey without selfishness in order to show your marvelous presence in my place that I am being.
"Abba, Father," he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will." (Mark14:36)
When I arrived at the church in order to take part in the bible study meeting, two husband and wife who I saw last week was just about to open the door of church. Although there was nobody when I came last week, I thanks to God and pray for somethings.
The fact that some people was there before I arrived, is enough to let me had a special expectation.
The time was already at 7PM, but people did not come anymore. They was about to call somebody, but they didn't answer the phone.
What does God can do in these situations? What does he want to us like today that rain in torrents?:D
We decided to pray with walking around the street; what a wonderful God's plan!
God our father planed not the bible study meeting but prayer time for the Kagman people with walking.
He always have the great plan better than I have; he always give me the best thing better than I want, and know.
He is creator of whole universe and the earth, he works everything as he wants. There is no abstacle to interrupt him all of the world; eventhough king of the kings.
We had visited a couple of families, and they prayed for the families's some needs. The time that I prayed with walking at the Kagman, is will be my first unforgetable experience.
Before I came to my house, the husband and wife asked me to pray for the land and the people. I could pray for them, without hesitated, I began to pray in His pouring heart. God gave me the prayer requests, and let me pray, and let me trust in Him. I believe the plan that God has planed will be accomplished in His time.
I just do my job, and obey God day by day.
Because I prayed, he will do his work; because of my obedience, God will let me know him.
Thank you Lord for giving me the great time to see your work for your people and land, also me. I will obey without selfishness in order to show your marvelous presence in my place that I am being.
"Abba, Father," he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will." (Mark14:36)
I eagerly expect and hope
Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. (Matt.6:33)
Last week was very important not only us but every WMM missionies in Korea and also USA.
There was the good news school for one week, it looked so hard to progress favorably because there were a lot of participant people; not enough restrooms, bedrooms, besides the water to drink for about eight hundred people.
I supposed about many problems, and I prayed with whole heartedly as much as possible; especially, I prayed everyday, everytime at the morning prayer time of church.
As I prayed to God, I gained the strength and great joy from God. My heart was filled with great expectation and pleasure, I really hoped that the people obtained the freedom through the gospel. I trust in God, and I expect that God has done his work. Amen!~
We also had the first week of learning English with Ms.Judy. There were some circumstances that God gave us, I made up our mind to focus on Jesus.
I pray for the WSA, our missionaries who called from only God, and loving Ms.Judy.
I rely on my heavenly father who knows what we need, what the good is, and the road we should to walk.
I called as a witness of the cross before I had called as a world mobile missionary. I am a 32years old this year. Whew! I have already lived a lot like this!
The one thing that I think is I am not a 5-year-old baby but 32-year-old christian, witness, and missionary. So, I really want to live for God and people without shame.
I called from Heaven not anyone who live on the earth.
Lord, you know my heart, my way, and I can glorify you through my life and death.
I hope see your glory, and the day of glory!
I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. (Philippians1:20-21)
Last week was very important not only us but every WMM missionies in Korea and also USA.
There was the good news school for one week, it looked so hard to progress favorably because there were a lot of participant people; not enough restrooms, bedrooms, besides the water to drink for about eight hundred people.
I supposed about many problems, and I prayed with whole heartedly as much as possible; especially, I prayed everyday, everytime at the morning prayer time of church.
As I prayed to God, I gained the strength and great joy from God. My heart was filled with great expectation and pleasure, I really hoped that the people obtained the freedom through the gospel. I trust in God, and I expect that God has done his work. Amen!~
We also had the first week of learning English with Ms.Judy. There were some circumstances that God gave us, I made up our mind to focus on Jesus.
I pray for the WSA, our missionaries who called from only God, and loving Ms.Judy.
I rely on my heavenly father who knows what we need, what the good is, and the road we should to walk.
I called as a witness of the cross before I had called as a world mobile missionary. I am a 32years old this year. Whew! I have already lived a lot like this!
The one thing that I think is I am not a 5-year-old baby but 32-year-old christian, witness, and missionary. So, I really want to live for God and people without shame.
I called from Heaven not anyone who live on the earth.
Lord, you know my heart, my way, and I can glorify you through my life and death.
I hope see your glory, and the day of glory!
I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. (Philippians1:20-21)
Friday, August 28, 2009
The great time that I spent at class
The time I have been at 3 grade classroom, passed already 4 weeks.
God has done lots of surprising things; first of all, in my heart and life, and to our each team members, and many of GCA people who we don't know well everyone but God knows.
There is a great passed 1 month that I had; I can not exchange and compare this time with others whenever we spent.
God gave me specially the love of cross that Jesus had died for me, so I could help the teacher, played with children and talked with people who I met.
After He poured the love into my heart, I was very happy whenever I have been, whatever be given to me, whoever I saw.
Even though I am a weak human being who can not magnificent works myself, I realized that I can do everything in Jesus Christ: in His pouring love.
As a matter of fact, the man who was there is not me but a man who walikng with Jesus.:D
The last day: yesterday, the children prayed for me-although I could not understand everything-and gave the cards that let me pleased.
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"Thank you for everything. May God bless you!" -from C000
"God bless you and me!" -from J000
"Have a nice life, thanks for everything." -from T000
"Teacher Joseph!" -from J000
"Thank you!:D" -from Jo00
"Teacher Joseph, thank you for guidance for us. Jesus loves you." -from Ja00
"Good luck on your trip Mr.Joseph!" -from P000
"Tr.Joseph, thank for helping us. Please remember us and so me." -from A000
"Good bye teacher Joseph, we will miss you." -from J000
"Thank you teacher Joseph for helping us with everything." -from Jos000
"I will mise you all of us will mise you. I thank you for the things you done." -form Al000
"Thank you teacher Joseph for everything you rock!" -from M000
"Dear teacher Joseph, thank you for all you did and thank you for helping Ms.000. -from K000
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I have a incredible expectation that God will do in me, all of our team members, others we meet, and Saipan.
Although I can not imaginable, I will obey step by step the way that He shows, leads and guides.
Amen! Come Lord Jesus without delay! Through us who are obeying You!
God has done lots of surprising things; first of all, in my heart and life, and to our each team members, and many of GCA people who we don't know well everyone but God knows.
There is a great passed 1 month that I had; I can not exchange and compare this time with others whenever we spent.
God gave me specially the love of cross that Jesus had died for me, so I could help the teacher, played with children and talked with people who I met.
After He poured the love into my heart, I was very happy whenever I have been, whatever be given to me, whoever I saw.
Even though I am a weak human being who can not magnificent works myself, I realized that I can do everything in Jesus Christ: in His pouring love.
As a matter of fact, the man who was there is not me but a man who walikng with Jesus.:D
The last day: yesterday, the children prayed for me-although I could not understand everything-and gave the cards that let me pleased.
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"Thank you for everything. May God bless you!" -from C000
"God bless you and me!" -from J000
"Have a nice life, thanks for everything." -from T000
"Teacher Joseph!" -from J000
"Thank you!:D" -from Jo00
"Teacher Joseph, thank you for guidance for us. Jesus loves you." -from Ja00
"Good luck on your trip Mr.Joseph!" -from P000
"Tr.Joseph, thank for helping us. Please remember us and so me." -from A000
"Good bye teacher Joseph, we will miss you." -from J000
"Thank you teacher Joseph for helping us with everything." -from Jos000
"I will mise you all of us will mise you. I thank you for the things you done." -form Al000
"Thank you teacher Joseph for everything you rock!" -from M000
"Dear teacher Joseph, thank you for all you did and thank you for helping Ms.000. -from K000
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I have a incredible expectation that God will do in me, all of our team members, others we meet, and Saipan.
Although I can not imaginable, I will obey step by step the way that He shows, leads and guides.
Amen! Come Lord Jesus without delay! Through us who are obeying You!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
I just thank you God
I didn't attend last bible study meeting at KaOOOO. in God's will.:D
God prepared my mind humbly in some reason, so that my heart is filled with great expectation about the meeting of Ka0000.
It took about almost 30 minutes(surprise!:>), there is no one at the church when I had arrived there.
There are very few people outside of my car's window, and there was raining.
I met a man and his wife at the church, and I prayed for that time to good for us while I went indoors.
Two people and I are the prayer members of this week, a woman said to me, 'Just two we are.' She looked sorry to me. Just at that moment; coincidently, God gave me one sentence, and I spoke with pleasure. "God with us.":>
She was very glad, I could feel that Holy Spirit gave me the word.
The prayer time that began in the pleasure, let us shared many prayer request.
I asked the prayer requests of our good English as a asistant teacher, driver's license of Ji-hoon, our health and especially the muslim that live in Saipan.
The reason that I asked the prayer request is I saw about 70 muslims near our home two weeks ago.
When I saw them, they bowed to the ground in their sanctuary; I felt little fear.
They weard muslim's uniform: white pants, shirts and also hat; I can forget at that time.
I am praying for the muslim during the period of 'Ramadan(Muslim's 30 days of fasting)', so I could not help sharing about the muslim.
The prayer time passed quickly, and I had a heart that someday I am going to share about the 'Word Prayer', because we need pray for not only our needs but the church, nations and the world.
I believe that when we pray for them, God will bless us for His glory!
God will do it in His time! I hope that the church in Saipan are going to pray for all the people!
I know who you are.
God prepared my mind humbly in some reason, so that my heart is filled with great expectation about the meeting of Ka0000.
It took about almost 30 minutes(surprise!:>), there is no one at the church when I had arrived there.
There are very few people outside of my car's window, and there was raining.
I met a man and his wife at the church, and I prayed for that time to good for us while I went indoors.
Two people and I are the prayer members of this week, a woman said to me, 'Just two we are.' She looked sorry to me. Just at that moment; coincidently, God gave me one sentence, and I spoke with pleasure. "God with us.":>
She was very glad, I could feel that Holy Spirit gave me the word.
The prayer time that began in the pleasure, let us shared many prayer request.
I asked the prayer requests of our good English as a asistant teacher, driver's license of Ji-hoon, our health and especially the muslim that live in Saipan.
The reason that I asked the prayer request is I saw about 70 muslims near our home two weeks ago.
When I saw them, they bowed to the ground in their sanctuary; I felt little fear.
They weard muslim's uniform: white pants, shirts and also hat; I can forget at that time.
I am praying for the muslim during the period of 'Ramadan(Muslim's 30 days of fasting)', so I could not help sharing about the muslim.
The prayer time passed quickly, and I had a heart that someday I am going to share about the 'Word Prayer', because we need pray for not only our needs but the church, nations and the world.
I believe that when we pray for them, God will bless us for His glory!
God will do it in His time! I hope that the church in Saipan are going to pray for all the people!
I know who you are.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
The time that He allowed us...
The time that I have attending at third grade class as a assistant teacher is already finished; Just a week left.
It was given to me the time of four weeks that God had planned.
The third graders who did not enjoy talking with me at first are following me now wherever I go(cafeteria, music room, playground..), whatever I tell(Ok! No! Don't do that!...), because I am a teacher who serve them; it was enough time to grow intimate with.
The children who did not favor me at first week, as time passed by, they began to have favor gradually.(I used to play the games in the classroom when the teacher did not come yet.How much were they have pleasure!:D)
I took care of them with teacher when they sick, I also play with them when they need someone who can play with them. I was so happy because it was given by God: only God.
I felt sorry about that we are going to be separated after one week.
It was great joy, and this will always remain a pleasant memory for me.
When this week passed half, I got a great encouragement from Mi-ae.
As she said..Our time that we have been spending is up to God, our Master!
Although the passed time that we spent, from commit to God until now, we had a lot of mistakes, but God has done completly his work! I can trust Him who works completly!
God will do all along His plan. I will go forth when He say, I will stop if it is not His will.
I want to tell like this...
I am a happiest missionary!
This marching is a happiest marching!
"But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold."
(Job23:10)
It was given to me the time of four weeks that God had planned.
The third graders who did not enjoy talking with me at first are following me now wherever I go(cafeteria, music room, playground..), whatever I tell(Ok! No! Don't do that!...), because I am a teacher who serve them; it was enough time to grow intimate with.
The children who did not favor me at first week, as time passed by, they began to have favor gradually.(I used to play the games in the classroom when the teacher did not come yet.How much were they have pleasure!:D)
I took care of them with teacher when they sick, I also play with them when they need someone who can play with them. I was so happy because it was given by God: only God.
I felt sorry about that we are going to be separated after one week.
It was great joy, and this will always remain a pleasant memory for me.
When this week passed half, I got a great encouragement from Mi-ae.
As she said..Our time that we have been spending is up to God, our Master!
Although the passed time that we spent, from commit to God until now, we had a lot of mistakes, but God has done completly his work! I can trust Him who works completly!
God will do all along His plan. I will go forth when He say, I will stop if it is not His will.
I want to tell like this...
I am a happiest missionary!
This marching is a happiest marching!
"But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold."
(Job23:10)
Friday, August 21, 2009
After get back from Rota...
How great is our God! He is awesome, lead me in His whole plan.
He has done until now, and He will do everything that He has planed.
I have been in Rota for 3 weeks in His will.
How many things did I experienced?
God let me show the witnesses who love God sincerely.
They have been called to Rota 9 years ago, and they came in order to obey the will of God.
Rota is smaller and more hot weather than any other islands, I am too sure that it is not easy to endure in the uncomfortable place.
In spite of that, only one reason that God called them, is enough reason to let them be in there.
They gave up the life that are able to live easily and comfortably.
In other word, however, it was the privilege to serve God on this land which is desolate and forlorn.
It is very sure! It is the privilege that we can live as a missionary.
I have impressed during I live with them.
"No words! In my dictionary."
After couple of days, I asked him, "Were you tired?" He looked like do not know tiredness.
He worked all of the days without rest,-at least, when I looked at him- but I felt tired many times because of many works and the hot climate.
When I asked him, "Why didn't you take a rest?", he answered that he would be able to take a real rest in heaven which the Lord dwells.
I could not help stop to telling when he told me like that.
How many times have I been bound my flesh and mind because of spoken words that I told?
In fact, I have only few time; it means, it is not enough to tell the gospel all of the world.
After I came back in Saipan, I decided to do couple of somethings.
I won't say like these, "I'm tired. It's hard, difficult and impossible."
There is no word in dictionary of my life from now, as 'tired'and'impossible.'
I knew renewdely that I can do everything in Him who give me the strength.
If I can see the day of His coming, I will not hesitate running for the glory of God. Hallelujah!!~:)
Prayer is a breath of my spirit to breathe without pause
There were a lot of time that I did not pray for the nations; not only before I met Christ, but now that I met on the cross of Jesus.
I also did not pray for continually not only for the nations but also my daily food and neighbor's needs.
Even though I did like that, he prayed in all circumstances; even if I did not feel the need to pray.
He used every times as the time to pray; his prayer was true, without affect.
I have learned how to pray: it meant that I should always pray all the time, for all things that God is going to give us.
I am praying, and I have a passion to pray than before.
Eternal love..'can not stop whoever, whatever'
"But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him."
"Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God."
(Jonh2:5, 4:7)
God let me see how he loves his wife, and I ask him how he loves her.
He told me about loving his wife when we were on our way to home.
It was good lesson to me because I have beloved people, and I really wanted to love them not my way but God's way; because it is everlasting and perfect.
I remember...he said, "Love always, if she is good or bad.", "Love her, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her.", "I pray for her not only when I am married but also now that the time passed for a long time."
As I mentioned, I will love not my love but His: eternal and faithful.
In the conclusion, What I have seen is not a perfect man. I saw weak people who can not live even though for a moment without God. What they gave me is not fear about goal that I can't reach, but braveness and encouragement to me who live by faith. As I am weak, they also had a weaknesses. I praise God who let weak people glorify Him.
I will run to the end with Passion, Prayer and Loving for the Glory of my beloved God.
I hope see the day come soon!!
p.s: Thank you so much, my lovely Pastor. Tony and Sarita!
I am too sure that the day will come soon because of your obedience.
He has done until now, and He will do everything that He has planed.
I have been in Rota for 3 weeks in His will.
How many things did I experienced?
God let me show the witnesses who love God sincerely.
They have been called to Rota 9 years ago, and they came in order to obey the will of God.
Rota is smaller and more hot weather than any other islands, I am too sure that it is not easy to endure in the uncomfortable place.
In spite of that, only one reason that God called them, is enough reason to let them be in there.
They gave up the life that are able to live easily and comfortably.
In other word, however, it was the privilege to serve God on this land which is desolate and forlorn.
It is very sure! It is the privilege that we can live as a missionary.
I have impressed during I live with them.
"No words! In my dictionary."
After couple of days, I asked him, "Were you tired?" He looked like do not know tiredness.
He worked all of the days without rest,-at least, when I looked at him- but I felt tired many times because of many works and the hot climate.
When I asked him, "Why didn't you take a rest?", he answered that he would be able to take a real rest in heaven which the Lord dwells.
I could not help stop to telling when he told me like that.
How many times have I been bound my flesh and mind because of spoken words that I told?
In fact, I have only few time; it means, it is not enough to tell the gospel all of the world.
After I came back in Saipan, I decided to do couple of somethings.
I won't say like these, "I'm tired. It's hard, difficult and impossible."
There is no word in dictionary of my life from now, as 'tired'and'impossible.'
I knew renewdely that I can do everything in Him who give me the strength.
If I can see the day of His coming, I will not hesitate running for the glory of God. Hallelujah!!~:)
Prayer is a breath of my spirit to breathe without pause
There were a lot of time that I did not pray for the nations; not only before I met Christ, but now that I met on the cross of Jesus.
I also did not pray for continually not only for the nations but also my daily food and neighbor's needs.
Even though I did like that, he prayed in all circumstances; even if I did not feel the need to pray.
He used every times as the time to pray; his prayer was true, without affect.
I have learned how to pray: it meant that I should always pray all the time, for all things that God is going to give us.
I am praying, and I have a passion to pray than before.
Eternal love..'can not stop whoever, whatever'
"But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him."
"Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God."
(Jonh2:5, 4:7)
God let me see how he loves his wife, and I ask him how he loves her.
He told me about loving his wife when we were on our way to home.
It was good lesson to me because I have beloved people, and I really wanted to love them not my way but God's way; because it is everlasting and perfect.
I remember...he said, "Love always, if she is good or bad.", "Love her, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her.", "I pray for her not only when I am married but also now that the time passed for a long time."
As I mentioned, I will love not my love but His: eternal and faithful.
In the conclusion, What I have seen is not a perfect man. I saw weak people who can not live even though for a moment without God. What they gave me is not fear about goal that I can't reach, but braveness and encouragement to me who live by faith. As I am weak, they also had a weaknesses. I praise God who let weak people glorify Him.
I will run to the end with Passion, Prayer and Loving for the Glory of my beloved God.
I hope see the day come soon!!
p.s: Thank you so much, my lovely Pastor. Tony and Sarita!
I am too sure that the day will come soon because of your obedience.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Where is the goal?????
"Where is the Grace C000 A000 K000?"
It was my continual question on my way to the church.
I was suppose to join the Tuesday Bible Study of K000 church.
I departed from at 6:40PM with heart of pleasure.
It looked not difficult to find that church, because I know the mobile gas station near the Capitol Hill.
In fact, the gas station is different from what I had to find.(That was too bad, I tried to find false place.)
I drove same road several times, I couldn't find it.
I don't know that I asked the way to how many people.
At last, the time passed by 1 hour, I have known where the church is.
The problem that I have was, there was very few fuel in my car in order to came from church to my house.
I said sorry to pastor. T, and the bible study have been already finished.
The first day of my church ministry have not been given to me.
However, I thank you Father, my Lord.
If I didn't know the way-Jesus Christ-to God, I might wandered from place to place.
If I do not have enough fuel-the great faith-to go to you, I would gave up my travel to heaven.
If somebody ask me like this, "What are you going to do there?", I can tell him, "I am always happy whether or not I do what I planed."
Even though I did not know the way to the church, He is still my way, joy, goal and dwelling place which I live everlasting.
It was my continual question on my way to the church.
I was suppose to join the Tuesday Bible Study of K000 church.
I departed from at 6:40PM with heart of pleasure.
It looked not difficult to find that church, because I know the mobile gas station near the Capitol Hill.
In fact, the gas station is different from what I had to find.(That was too bad, I tried to find false place.)
I drove same road several times, I couldn't find it.
I don't know that I asked the way to how many people.
At last, the time passed by 1 hour, I have known where the church is.
The problem that I have was, there was very few fuel in my car in order to came from church to my house.
I said sorry to pastor. T, and the bible study have been already finished.
The first day of my church ministry have not been given to me.
However, I thank you Father, my Lord.
If I didn't know the way-Jesus Christ-to God, I might wandered from place to place.
If I do not have enough fuel-the great faith-to go to you, I would gave up my travel to heaven.
If somebody ask me like this, "What are you going to do there?", I can tell him, "I am always happy whether or not I do what I planed."
Even though I did not know the way to the church, He is still my way, joy, goal and dwelling place which I live everlasting.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Look back on my last 6 months...
I remember the first day that we came in Saipan on March.
It is very painful to explain concretely my mind and heart of that time, because, if I tell the truth, I had a heavy heart at that time with some reasons.
Even though I had a painful thought, I made up my mind to obey God's leading. It was learning English for 6 months with all my heart.
Was it only one reason that I have been here?
That was not true. God is big, but I was small.
He is wise, magnificent and marvelous, but I was really not wise,
I am still uninspiring, and I look like just tiny boy.
At that time, I didn't know what the best way is:
Why am I here?..What do I have to do?..How do I live?
However, God knew the best way about my way.
He wants lead me through His ways, because He loves me, glorify me; above all, He wanted me to glorify him with my faith in all of my life, Even if I live or die.
As time passed by, He led me, taught me and has achieved lots of things in my life during 6 months.
God has done his works two things on the whole.
One thing is about English, and the other is about the calling of God as a World Mobile Missionary; in other word, it means live by only faith to God.
In fact, I was too sure that I could not speak English like other English Speaking People; just like our team members.
Every one of us know that I can't pronounce excellently in English: especially, the words 'umbrella, Jesus, world,..etc.
There were a lot of words that I could not pronounce well except those, and now is the same. As a result, I gave up pronouncing greatly; but more exact expression is that I gave up the avarice.
I am just trying to learn in the Grace of God.
I am very sorry to God because I did not learn English as much as God wants.
I have concentrated my weakness, situations, people and times.
As a matter of fact, I had a fulfill opportunity and times that I was able to learn English.
I should had to focus my attention on English.
Second, it is the calling of God as a missionary.
I have been WMM for 5 years. It is not short period as the time that be trained.
It was enough time in order to stand firm in Christ as a God Follower.
During 6 months that I lived in Saipan, I had to learn from begining as a missionary.
Because, all of my foundation founded on by faith that I am able to and I have to believe, even though if is not good situation, desiring environment.
I could not trust in God who works all things for the good of us all the time.
Faith only!
Whole commitment!
Unconditional union and Serving!
The revival of kingdom of God and mission completeness!
I was a very very man of failure in the view of the mission.
Then, Was I fail last 6 months? Really?
what did God do to me? What did I do for 6 months?
Yes! I did many things in Christ!
As a result, I am good at speaking, listenning, reading and writing in English compared with begining.
Besides, I am not shame in front of foreign any more; although I am still child as English learner.
I have a special earnestness: that is having relationship with all nations people, and then let them know the gospel, believe in God.
I can not know all the plans of God for all nations and me.
Therefore, I decided to obey to God from now to next 6 months.
I will learn not only English but believe in God in every times.
Preparing as a missionary is...not my work but God's work.
It is the work that He should do.
So, I will pray for my English, relationship with God and people who I know and meet. I will also pray for the whole my life in Saipan.
I am going to focus on His will.
The missionaries of World Mobild Mission should be armed with the gospel and the prayer!
I won't allow anything what He doesn't like, from now untill the end of my life; especially after 6 months.
I want Him to please not only the period of Saipan but also as long as I live.
I trust in God who will do His work to me during next 6 months.
I will do my best in my Lord, Jesus Christ.
I love Him.
It is very painful to explain concretely my mind and heart of that time, because, if I tell the truth, I had a heavy heart at that time with some reasons.
Even though I had a painful thought, I made up my mind to obey God's leading. It was learning English for 6 months with all my heart.
Was it only one reason that I have been here?
That was not true. God is big, but I was small.
He is wise, magnificent and marvelous, but I was really not wise,
I am still uninspiring, and I look like just tiny boy.
At that time, I didn't know what the best way is:
Why am I here?..What do I have to do?..How do I live?
However, God knew the best way about my way.
He wants lead me through His ways, because He loves me, glorify me; above all, He wanted me to glorify him with my faith in all of my life, Even if I live or die.
As time passed by, He led me, taught me and has achieved lots of things in my life during 6 months.
God has done his works two things on the whole.
One thing is about English, and the other is about the calling of God as a World Mobile Missionary; in other word, it means live by only faith to God.
In fact, I was too sure that I could not speak English like other English Speaking People; just like our team members.
Every one of us know that I can't pronounce excellently in English: especially, the words 'umbrella, Jesus, world,..etc.
There were a lot of words that I could not pronounce well except those, and now is the same. As a result, I gave up pronouncing greatly; but more exact expression is that I gave up the avarice.
I am just trying to learn in the Grace of God.
I am very sorry to God because I did not learn English as much as God wants.
I have concentrated my weakness, situations, people and times.
As a matter of fact, I had a fulfill opportunity and times that I was able to learn English.
I should had to focus my attention on English.
Second, it is the calling of God as a missionary.
I have been WMM for 5 years. It is not short period as the time that be trained.
It was enough time in order to stand firm in Christ as a God Follower.
During 6 months that I lived in Saipan, I had to learn from begining as a missionary.
Because, all of my foundation founded on by faith that I am able to and I have to believe, even though if is not good situation, desiring environment.
I could not trust in God who works all things for the good of us all the time.
Faith only!
Whole commitment!
Unconditional union and Serving!
The revival of kingdom of God and mission completeness!
I was a very very man of failure in the view of the mission.
Then, Was I fail last 6 months? Really?
what did God do to me? What did I do for 6 months?
Yes! I did many things in Christ!
As a result, I am good at speaking, listenning, reading and writing in English compared with begining.
Besides, I am not shame in front of foreign any more; although I am still child as English learner.
I have a special earnestness: that is having relationship with all nations people, and then let them know the gospel, believe in God.
I can not know all the plans of God for all nations and me.
Therefore, I decided to obey to God from now to next 6 months.
I will learn not only English but believe in God in every times.
Preparing as a missionary is...not my work but God's work.
It is the work that He should do.
So, I will pray for my English, relationship with God and people who I know and meet. I will also pray for the whole my life in Saipan.
I am going to focus on His will.
The missionaries of World Mobild Mission should be armed with the gospel and the prayer!
I won't allow anything what He doesn't like, from now untill the end of my life; especially after 6 months.
I want Him to please not only the period of Saipan but also as long as I live.
I trust in God who will do His work to me during next 6 months.
I will do my best in my Lord, Jesus Christ.
I love Him.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
My food is...
Today, Pastor R. spoke that the reason that we are here; in Saipan,
and he urged us to attend the every tuesday, wednesday, thursday and saturday morning prayer meeting.
(Because God gave him about revival of Saipan,
and he wanted that he pray not only himself but all the church members should pray.)
He said that was not easy; these works had to be cost; but we are not here in order to comfort.
If we want comfortable times, places and things?
It is unsuitable as a christian in the world.
He told us that obedience about God's Words; like Jesus also have done.
"My food," said Jesus, "is to do the will of him who sent me and to finish his work. John4:34
What is my food? What is my work? What does God me to do in these time that He allowed us in Saipna; especially GCA?
It may not be that what I expect on August 1st, but now, I obey His will without my sticky heart; I have soft heart that I want to obey Him.:D
God wanted me to do lots of chores in the 3rd grade classroom, I had only one choice to obey. I obeyed with pleasure.
It made me pleased, was thankful.
It is enough to me eventhough I will have to do something like chores.
If it is God's will, and His pleasure...
There is a thing that I have been learning in addition to it.
I know the power of prayer, and I am learning the importance of prayer.
God gave His heart to pray to me for us, GCA, Saipan, all nations than last times.
We have prayed our some needs of money, and He answerd in His ways, His timing.
It was real situtation, very realistic event about the life of faith.
God let us did not disappointed, He was faithful.
I hope that I am faithful to God.
The meaning of faithful is praying continually all of the God's will.
I'm loving many people more and more after I prayed for them.
I'm caring them better than before that I did not pray.
It is my prayer request all of the 18 children who I know their names and see their lives in the classroom. I also pray for teacher.
God transformed not only them but me who am praying.
My food is...to do will of Him, My works are praying, loving and seeing their transformations. Amen!!~
and he urged us to attend the every tuesday, wednesday, thursday and saturday morning prayer meeting.
(Because God gave him about revival of Saipan,
and he wanted that he pray not only himself but all the church members should pray.)
He said that was not easy; these works had to be cost; but we are not here in order to comfort.
If we want comfortable times, places and things?
It is unsuitable as a christian in the world.
He told us that obedience about God's Words; like Jesus also have done.
"My food," said Jesus, "is to do the will of him who sent me and to finish his work. John4:34
What is my food? What is my work? What does God me to do in these time that He allowed us in Saipna; especially GCA?
It may not be that what I expect on August 1st, but now, I obey His will without my sticky heart; I have soft heart that I want to obey Him.:D
God wanted me to do lots of chores in the 3rd grade classroom, I had only one choice to obey. I obeyed with pleasure.
It made me pleased, was thankful.
It is enough to me eventhough I will have to do something like chores.
If it is God's will, and His pleasure...
There is a thing that I have been learning in addition to it.
I know the power of prayer, and I am learning the importance of prayer.
God gave His heart to pray to me for us, GCA, Saipan, all nations than last times.
We have prayed our some needs of money, and He answerd in His ways, His timing.
It was real situtation, very realistic event about the life of faith.
God let us did not disappointed, He was faithful.
I hope that I am faithful to God.
The meaning of faithful is praying continually all of the God's will.
I'm loving many people more and more after I prayed for them.
I'm caring them better than before that I did not pray.
It is my prayer request all of the 18 children who I know their names and see their lives in the classroom. I also pray for teacher.
God transformed not only them but me who am praying.
My food is...to do will of Him, My works are praying, loving and seeing their transformations. Amen!!~
Sunday, August 9, 2009
The first week of school-"God has done"
How good is our God!!!
I thank you to Jesus, thank you to Father.
God prepared great present for every WSA members.
It is the present that I could not realize through our thinking and wisdom.
I could know the meaning of His present when we have faith and expectation in front of God.
As a matter of fact, I don't know whole meaning that we are joining the GCA, especially every grade. It is true that He has tested us, trained us for the achievement of His purpose.
Before begining of the autumn school, God prepared my heart with His love and the attitude of obedience to Him all the times.
I have taught children at the church since I had greaduated the high school; especially third and forth grade children.
They usually used to talk each other loudly on the worship time;
they sometimes didn't listen to me.
I know third and forth grade children have what kind of personality through my expericencement.
We had little tension on the first day of school.
I talked to the teacher only for a moment.
On first day, I introduced myself in front of the children as a loving them with God's heart.
The teacher asked some works; it is not easy to me, because the works are almost drawing.
I can not drawing well.:D I wrote on the big paper about the role of class and time school only my strength.
It was my first trial that I had never done alone.
Sometimes, I went to the office because of children who have headache.
I was not only in the class but many places with them.
Obeying about all the asking made me pleasure.
I thought the teacher trusted in me little by little;
She talked with me more and more.
She said "thank you" to me when the closing time of class, and we had high five after few days.
At first, all of the third grade children playd with each other except me.ㅋㅋ
It is not the problem to me, because it is really not the problem.
I was familier with them compare with first day.
They had interest to me, but some children was shy.
I am doing speak to them continually.
One of these days, I told one trouble boy about Jesus.
Even though he didn't want to listen my words, I am praying for him.
We needed the time to take a rest everyday because the first time and experience cause tension.
Some of our team members got a cold, I prayed for them.
The time of second week has come, we feel good better than last week.
I will do my best in Jesus. I prat that He will do everything to us.
I just obey to God with all my heart.
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah29:11)
I thank you to Jesus, thank you to Father.
God prepared great present for every WSA members.
It is the present that I could not realize through our thinking and wisdom.
I could know the meaning of His present when we have faith and expectation in front of God.
As a matter of fact, I don't know whole meaning that we are joining the GCA, especially every grade. It is true that He has tested us, trained us for the achievement of His purpose.
Before begining of the autumn school, God prepared my heart with His love and the attitude of obedience to Him all the times.
I have taught children at the church since I had greaduated the high school; especially third and forth grade children.
They usually used to talk each other loudly on the worship time;
they sometimes didn't listen to me.
I know third and forth grade children have what kind of personality through my expericencement.
We had little tension on the first day of school.
I talked to the teacher only for a moment.
On first day, I introduced myself in front of the children as a loving them with God's heart.
The teacher asked some works; it is not easy to me, because the works are almost drawing.
I can not drawing well.:D I wrote on the big paper about the role of class and time school only my strength.
It was my first trial that I had never done alone.
Sometimes, I went to the office because of children who have headache.
I was not only in the class but many places with them.
Obeying about all the asking made me pleasure.
I thought the teacher trusted in me little by little;
She talked with me more and more.
She said "thank you" to me when the closing time of class, and we had high five after few days.
At first, all of the third grade children playd with each other except me.ㅋㅋ
It is not the problem to me, because it is really not the problem.
I was familier with them compare with first day.
They had interest to me, but some children was shy.
I am doing speak to them continually.
One of these days, I told one trouble boy about Jesus.
Even though he didn't want to listen my words, I am praying for him.
We needed the time to take a rest everyday because the first time and experience cause tension.
Some of our team members got a cold, I prayed for them.
The time of second week has come, we feel good better than last week.
I will do my best in Jesus. I prat that He will do everything to us.
I just obey to God with all my heart.
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah29:11)
Monday, June 22, 2009
My Gospel
I will honor him! My Gospel
To the faithful you show yourself faithful, to the blameless you show yourself blameless, to the pure you show yourself pure, but to the crooked you show yourself shrewd.(Psalms18:25-26)
Jesus had saved me although I was sinner who was absolutely similar to garbage of sin. He gave me his new eternal life and let me live as Jesus' life. Praise the Lord!
I have died who lived depend on my strength and wisdom. Jesus lives in me and I live in him. The life that I live is the life by faith for the glory of God. Hallelujah!
I was born in Je-ju island South Korea. I have two brothers. I am second. My father worked in bank and my mother was housekeeper. We spent happy childhood in my memory. When I was ten years old, we moved to Seoul from Je-ju island. At that time, my father played gambling with people, so he didn't take care of us. Our family had a hard time because of that. Whenever my parents had a quarrel, we had to have scared night! Beginning of my puberty's wandering was from that time. Although I had been serving many roles at church, I commited a lot of sins both God and people. I hadn't wanted to study well anymore, I drank and had a smoke with my bad friends. Besides, I had obscene acts.
Someday which I lived like that, I have committed adultery with pastor's wife and I was in misery from that terrible sin. After the day, I should have lived with sorrow and deep sighs of grief. How long did I live not fearing God but people! I am the very man who have to judge and go to hell. I lived double life at church, school and in my family. Many people commended me, but my soul had a serious depression because of my unspeaking sin.
During I served as campus leader of some mission association, after discharge from military service, I was preparing alone for campus worship in personal prayer room. I praised the Lord with song. My heart was full of sorrow when I have sung because there is no relationship between the text of song and my life. I sang this words. "I am enough only Jesus and I praise you who are all of me. You are my eternal life." However, I was sinner as ever.
I begged God to save from satan's snare. I really hope to be forgiven from sin by God. I wanted to go out from the door of death and get free. It was my greatest thirsty about holiness. God has done it throw the Jesus' cross and guidance of Holy Spirit!
I have been imprisoned in a jail of satan for a long time because I feard judgement of people whom knew me. It is truly regretful thing! In fact, to get free from sin was needed repentance my sins to God our savior!
God gave his grace and mercy to me. He let me born again! I once was lost, but now am found!
Someone told me. Not, Lord let me heard. "God wants me confess not give shame to me but get free from sin." I had been given courage in order to live in front of God. To confess my sin gave a pain like death, however I have died with Christ on the cross and live with Christ! Yes, I was(am) a sinner of sinners but God forgave me. I met Jesus Christ who is the road, the truth and the life! Hallelujah!
Now, I don't like rich and glory of the world. It looks worthless. I can tell this. The Lord has been doing his works to me and through me. I believe that the Lord will save the world through the people(witness) who is truly saved.
He was delivered over to death for our(my) sins and was raised to life for our(my) justification.(Romans4:25)
It is because of him that you are(I am) in Christ Jesus, who has become for us(me)
wisdom from God-that is, our(my) righteousness, holiess and redemption.
(1Corinthians1:30)
My Lord. I was a dirty, evil and lewd man, but I have crucified with Jesus Christ 2,000years ago. Your cross revive me who have died. I'm a your holy bride. I'm not an orphan but your son. I live by your life and faith. Now, I give my life for your kingdom, Jesus' return and completion of mission. I really want to live for you whom I love. It is enough only Lord. I will go this road untill the day comes! Maranatha!
He who testifies to these things says, "Yes, I am coming soon." Amen. Come, Lord Jesus. The grace of the Lord Jesus be with God's people. Amen.
(Revelation22:20-21)
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Whew!~ It has been finished writting my gospel in English. It took me as long as two weeks to write this. I had a heavy cold during the past one week. Anyway, I sincerely give thanks to my father who saved me. Thank you, Judy. Thank you my WMM family. Because you are, I could be perfect being.
To the faithful you show yourself faithful, to the blameless you show yourself blameless, to the pure you show yourself pure, but to the crooked you show yourself shrewd.(Psalms18:25-26)
Jesus had saved me although I was sinner who was absolutely similar to garbage of sin. He gave me his new eternal life and let me live as Jesus' life. Praise the Lord!
I have died who lived depend on my strength and wisdom. Jesus lives in me and I live in him. The life that I live is the life by faith for the glory of God. Hallelujah!
I was born in Je-ju island South Korea. I have two brothers. I am second. My father worked in bank and my mother was housekeeper. We spent happy childhood in my memory. When I was ten years old, we moved to Seoul from Je-ju island. At that time, my father played gambling with people, so he didn't take care of us. Our family had a hard time because of that. Whenever my parents had a quarrel, we had to have scared night! Beginning of my puberty's wandering was from that time. Although I had been serving many roles at church, I commited a lot of sins both God and people. I hadn't wanted to study well anymore, I drank and had a smoke with my bad friends. Besides, I had obscene acts.
Someday which I lived like that, I have committed adultery with pastor's wife and I was in misery from that terrible sin. After the day, I should have lived with sorrow and deep sighs of grief. How long did I live not fearing God but people! I am the very man who have to judge and go to hell. I lived double life at church, school and in my family. Many people commended me, but my soul had a serious depression because of my unspeaking sin.
During I served as campus leader of some mission association, after discharge from military service, I was preparing alone for campus worship in personal prayer room. I praised the Lord with song. My heart was full of sorrow when I have sung because there is no relationship between the text of song and my life. I sang this words. "I am enough only Jesus and I praise you who are all of me. You are my eternal life." However, I was sinner as ever.
I begged God to save from satan's snare. I really hope to be forgiven from sin by God. I wanted to go out from the door of death and get free. It was my greatest thirsty about holiness. God has done it throw the Jesus' cross and guidance of Holy Spirit!
I have been imprisoned in a jail of satan for a long time because I feard judgement of people whom knew me. It is truly regretful thing! In fact, to get free from sin was needed repentance my sins to God our savior!
God gave his grace and mercy to me. He let me born again! I once was lost, but now am found!
Someone told me. Not, Lord let me heard. "God wants me confess not give shame to me but get free from sin." I had been given courage in order to live in front of God. To confess my sin gave a pain like death, however I have died with Christ on the cross and live with Christ! Yes, I was(am) a sinner of sinners but God forgave me. I met Jesus Christ who is the road, the truth and the life! Hallelujah!
Now, I don't like rich and glory of the world. It looks worthless. I can tell this. The Lord has been doing his works to me and through me. I believe that the Lord will save the world through the people(witness) who is truly saved.
He was delivered over to death for our(my) sins and was raised to life for our(my) justification.(Romans4:25)
It is because of him that you are(I am) in Christ Jesus, who has become for us(me)
wisdom from God-that is, our(my) righteousness, holiess and redemption.
(1Corinthians1:30)
My Lord. I was a dirty, evil and lewd man, but I have crucified with Jesus Christ 2,000years ago. Your cross revive me who have died. I'm a your holy bride. I'm not an orphan but your son. I live by your life and faith. Now, I give my life for your kingdom, Jesus' return and completion of mission. I really want to live for you whom I love. It is enough only Lord. I will go this road untill the day comes! Maranatha!
He who testifies to these things says, "Yes, I am coming soon." Amen. Come, Lord Jesus. The grace of the Lord Jesus be with God's people. Amen.
(Revelation22:20-21)
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Whew!~ It has been finished writting my gospel in English. It took me as long as two weeks to write this. I had a heavy cold during the past one week. Anyway, I sincerely give thanks to my father who saved me. Thank you, Judy. Thank you my WMM family. Because you are, I could be perfect being.
Monday, May 11, 2009
My father
My parents had lived in Je-ju island until I was 10 years old.
My father worked in bank, he worked hard.
When I was young, he looked like huge mountain.
He had no fault, gave me many things; foods,toys and money.
I'm sure that he loved us with all heart.
There was no one else like my father.
He had looked like God when I was little boy.
After for a long time, I grew up and I saw many weaknesses from my father.
He was not tall like mountain, had many faults as a man.
He made some mistakes to us as a leader of family.
He wasn't goodest father to me although he loved my family.
As time passed by, I became the same age as my father.
I know many things that how weak a man is; how tiny a man is compare with God.
I love my father, and I will love my children(;I'm not a father yet) in God's sight.
God the father whom loves the nations!
Lead them to your arms although they don't know their father is you.
You are real father; you has no fault, loves us with unfailing it, leads us to heaven.
I will praise you! I'm your real son!
I will love you with all my heart; with all my soul; with all my mind!
My father worked in bank, he worked hard.
When I was young, he looked like huge mountain.
He had no fault, gave me many things; foods,toys and money.
I'm sure that he loved us with all heart.
There was no one else like my father.
He had looked like God when I was little boy.
After for a long time, I grew up and I saw many weaknesses from my father.
He was not tall like mountain, had many faults as a man.
He made some mistakes to us as a leader of family.
He wasn't goodest father to me although he loved my family.
As time passed by, I became the same age as my father.
I know many things that how weak a man is; how tiny a man is compare with God.
I love my father, and I will love my children(;I'm not a father yet) in God's sight.
God the father whom loves the nations!
Lead them to your arms although they don't know their father is you.
You are real father; you has no fault, loves us with unfailing it, leads us to heaven.
I will praise you! I'm your real son!
I will love you with all my heart; with all my soul; with all my mind!
My mother
After we had come to church, I have known that today is Mother's day.
A lot of mothers were special welcomed; a very little boy sang a song for them.
When he sang a song with in a cute voice, we couldn't help laughing loudly.
I has attended the service with a thankful heart to all of mothers because they have been devoting and loving there children.
Uhmm...I remember my mom. In Korea, we have Parent's day on May 8.
I have heard her voice when I called to my mother two days ago.
After we talked about some topics, she told me "I love you."
Although I can't see my parents now, I hope that we will meet someday.
Pastor Ray said, "God first, and then your son is second. God first, and then your everything is second. It is a real faith."
I hope my parent's salvation more and more.
I love God, and I will love as long as I live.
Today, give special thanks to God who is real my father.
To God who loves me better than anyone!!!
A lot of mothers were special welcomed; a very little boy sang a song for them.
When he sang a song with in a cute voice, we couldn't help laughing loudly.
I has attended the service with a thankful heart to all of mothers because they have been devoting and loving there children.
Uhmm...I remember my mom. In Korea, we have Parent's day on May 8.
I have heard her voice when I called to my mother two days ago.
After we talked about some topics, she told me "I love you."
Although I can't see my parents now, I hope that we will meet someday.
Pastor Ray said, "God first, and then your son is second. God first, and then your everything is second. It is a real faith."
I hope my parent's salvation more and more.
I love God, and I will love as long as I live.
Today, give special thanks to God who is real my father.
To God who loves me better than anyone!!!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
He leads me beside quiet waters!
I am about to tell the story that I experienced in Sin-do two years ago.
It is the story about God's guiding.
I have never experienced before I joined WMM.
It was very exciting, advantureous, and thrilling.
I had been to International base of WMM since 2007.
At that time we left Sin-do to Chon-an.
There was a church on the hill.
There was anyone except one paster.
We had eaten at the restaurant after we unpacked all many packages.
As soon as we came back to church, he told us that "pack up and go out!"
We was surprised not long after we decided to come back to Sin-do.
When we came back, coincidently we couldn't take a ship because of hard wind.(for reference, Sin-do is island)
"We have no home to come back!!" It was true.
The next day we came back without any counterplan, so we prayed more and more.
Although we didn't know where we have to go, we had a unshaken faith to God.
"He will lead us to the most perfect load."
"He is teaching us so that we can trust only God"
Finally, God gave us a house in Hong-choun.
It was very old and discomfort house, but we had great joy because of the Lord!
In fact, there is no complaint in about forty member's hearts.
"God is alive! God always lead us!"
By the time we leaved there, we have had a good time in the Jesus Christ.
After that, it was not hard to trust him if we have nothing.
We have been studying in Saipan for two months.
We came here because of the Lord, we are studying because of him.
There is one reason that we came here and we are studying.
We know that how to live.
Whenever I meet any situations, I will live Only Faith, then I will know God the father Almighty
It is the story about God's guiding.
I have never experienced before I joined WMM.
It was very exciting, advantureous, and thrilling.
I had been to International base of WMM since 2007.
At that time we left Sin-do to Chon-an.
There was a church on the hill.
There was anyone except one paster.
We had eaten at the restaurant after we unpacked all many packages.
As soon as we came back to church, he told us that "pack up and go out!"
We was surprised not long after we decided to come back to Sin-do.
When we came back, coincidently we couldn't take a ship because of hard wind.(for reference, Sin-do is island)
"We have no home to come back!!" It was true.
The next day we came back without any counterplan, so we prayed more and more.
Although we didn't know where we have to go, we had a unshaken faith to God.
"He will lead us to the most perfect load."
"He is teaching us so that we can trust only God"
Finally, God gave us a house in Hong-choun.
It was very old and discomfort house, but we had great joy because of the Lord!
In fact, there is no complaint in about forty member's hearts.
"God is alive! God always lead us!"
By the time we leaved there, we have had a good time in the Jesus Christ.
After that, it was not hard to trust him if we have nothing.
We have been studying in Saipan for two months.
We came here because of the Lord, we are studying because of him.
There is one reason that we came here and we are studying.
We know that how to live.
Whenever I meet any situations, I will live Only Faith, then I will know God the father Almighty
Monday, May 4, 2009
Past, Present, Future
Past
I was sinner. I had sinned since I was born on the earth.
I didn't know about sin, righteousness and judgment.
When I met my savior; Jesus Christ, I knew all of them.
I have crucified with Christ, and I got free.
Jesus has given me new eternal life.
Present
I have been living for the Lord since I met him.
I have been living as he lived two thousand ago.
I am living not by sight but by only faith for the glory of God.
Future
I will preach the Gospel as long as I live.
While I am preaching the Gospel, I am going to live by gospel and prayer.
I will meet him after I finish all of my task.
On the day, great number of saints will sing to the savior, forever and ever!
Maranatha!!~
I was sinner. I had sinned since I was born on the earth.
I didn't know about sin, righteousness and judgment.
When I met my savior; Jesus Christ, I knew all of them.
I have crucified with Christ, and I got free.
Jesus has given me new eternal life.
Present
I have been living for the Lord since I met him.
I have been living as he lived two thousand ago.
I am living not by sight but by only faith for the glory of God.
Future
I will preach the Gospel as long as I live.
While I am preaching the Gospel, I am going to live by gospel and prayer.
I will meet him after I finish all of my task.
On the day, great number of saints will sing to the savior, forever and ever!
Maranatha!!~
Monday, April 20, 2009
Let's live today without shame for the day!
I have listened a awesome gospel song someweeks ago accidentally.
The title of this song is 'One day(Glorious day).'
Although I couldn't understand most of lyrics, the song impressed me.
The song means that a miraculous love of God for us.
God gaves up himself as God.
He was born, live, die, buried, revive and rise for us.
He is my savior! He saved us from all sins, death and Satan, forever!
Finally, One day he is coming!
O! Glorious day!
I am eager for the gloriou day!
Yes, yes! I decide to live for him while study English.
One day when Heaven was filled with His praises,
One day when sin was as black as could be,
Jesus came forth to be born of a virgin,
Dwelt among men, my example is He!
Living, He loved me; dying, He saved me;
Buried, He carried my sins far away;
Rising, He justified freely forever;
One day He’s coming
O glorious day! O glorious day!
One day they led Him up Calvary’s mountain,
One day they nailed Him to die on the tree;
Suffering anguish, despised and rejected:
Bearing our sins, my Redeemer is He!
One day the grave could conceal Him no longer,
One day the stone rolled away from the door;
Then He arose, over death He had conquered;
Now is ascended, my Lord evermore!
Living, He loved me; dying, He saved me;
Buried, He carried my sins far away;
Rising, He justified freely forever;
One day He’s coming
O glorious day! O glorious day!
O glorious day! O glorious day!
One day the trumpet will sound for His coming,
One day the skies with His glories will shine;
Wonderful day, my belovèd ones bringing;
Glorious Savior, this Jesus is mine!
Living, He loved me; dying, He saved me;
Buried, He carried my sins far away;
Rising, He justified freely forever;
One day He’s coming
O glorious day! O glorious day!
O glorious day! O glorious day!
O glorious day! O glorious day!
One day the trumpet will sound for His coming,
One day the skies with His glories will shine.
-JEFF JOHNSON 'GLORIOUS DAY'
The title of this song is 'One day(Glorious day).'
Although I couldn't understand most of lyrics, the song impressed me.
The song means that a miraculous love of God for us.
God gaves up himself as God.
He was born, live, die, buried, revive and rise for us.
He is my savior! He saved us from all sins, death and Satan, forever!
Finally, One day he is coming!
O! Glorious day!
I am eager for the gloriou day!
Yes, yes! I decide to live for him while study English.
One day when Heaven was filled with His praises,
One day when sin was as black as could be,
Jesus came forth to be born of a virgin,
Dwelt among men, my example is He!
Living, He loved me; dying, He saved me;
Buried, He carried my sins far away;
Rising, He justified freely forever;
One day He’s coming
O glorious day! O glorious day!
One day they led Him up Calvary’s mountain,
One day they nailed Him to die on the tree;
Suffering anguish, despised and rejected:
Bearing our sins, my Redeemer is He!
One day the grave could conceal Him no longer,
One day the stone rolled away from the door;
Then He arose, over death He had conquered;
Now is ascended, my Lord evermore!
Living, He loved me; dying, He saved me;
Buried, He carried my sins far away;
Rising, He justified freely forever;
One day He’s coming
O glorious day! O glorious day!
O glorious day! O glorious day!
One day the trumpet will sound for His coming,
One day the skies with His glories will shine;
Wonderful day, my belovèd ones bringing;
Glorious Savior, this Jesus is mine!
Living, He loved me; dying, He saved me;
Buried, He carried my sins far away;
Rising, He justified freely forever;
One day He’s coming
O glorious day! O glorious day!
O glorious day! O glorious day!
O glorious day! O glorious day!
One day the trumpet will sound for His coming,
One day the skies with His glories will shine.
-JEFF JOHNSON 'GLORIOUS DAY'
I want to be a man like this
The man who hold on to the Word of God firmly all of situations.
The man who act in the truth without doing sins.
The man who know power of the cross and faith.
The man who concentrate his efforts on God's will, as long as he lives.
The man who not rely on himself but God, every time, every where.
The man who fear God and obey truth.
That's enough!
Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm.
Let nothing move you.
Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord,
because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.
-1Corinthians15:58
The man who act in the truth without doing sins.
The man who know power of the cross and faith.
The man who concentrate his efforts on God's will, as long as he lives.
The man who not rely on himself but God, every time, every where.
The man who fear God and obey truth.
That's enough!
Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm.
Let nothing move you.
Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord,
because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.
-1Corinthians15:58
Monday, April 13, 2009
driver's license test
I couldn't pass the driver's license test today.
Almost I could pass it, but I made a mistake in the last course.
I couldn't turn left at the signal in front of the police station because of other car's entry.
There is one big wanting-if I were turn left at the signal.
In fact, I did well until 99%; I didn't well last 1%:in the last course.
One point I think.
Not only the Lord test a person for his glory and kingdom but also Satan lead him into temtation for the death.
Therefore I must pass the test till the last.
99%passing is not pass.
Only 100%passing is pass.
"However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?"(Luke18:8)
God follower will live by faith from first to last, just as it is written: "The righteous will live by faith."
Church! Don't give up the life of faith!
I hope to pass the Lord's test, above all.
p.s: Pray for the test on next monday,please. God will do it. I trust!^^
Almost I could pass it, but I made a mistake in the last course.
I couldn't turn left at the signal in front of the police station because of other car's entry.
There is one big wanting-if I were turn left at the signal.
In fact, I did well until 99%; I didn't well last 1%:in the last course.
One point I think.
Not only the Lord test a person for his glory and kingdom but also Satan lead him into temtation for the death.
Therefore I must pass the test till the last.
99%passing is not pass.
Only 100%passing is pass.
"However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?"(Luke18:8)
God follower will live by faith from first to last, just as it is written: "The righteous will live by faith."
Church! Don't give up the life of faith!
I hope to pass the Lord's test, above all.
p.s: Pray for the test on next monday,please. God will do it. I trust!^^
Sunday, April 12, 2009
New week given to me from God
New week begin again.
It is April 13 already.
What did I do during that time?
Something is good, something is bad.
I think that I have to live as a original forms of the creation.
So I strive always to keep my conscience clear before God and man.(Acts24:16)
Lord, my savior!
Let me live for your goal for the final day!
Let me pray for your kingdom come!
Finally, let me love eagerly my life of Saipan and your children to given me from you!
I will praise the Lord for he will answer my pray.
It is April 13 already.
What did I do during that time?
Something is good, something is bad.
I think that I have to live as a original forms of the creation.
So I strive always to keep my conscience clear before God and man.(Acts24:16)
Lord, my savior!
Let me live for your goal for the final day!
Let me pray for your kingdom come!
Finally, let me love eagerly my life of Saipan and your children to given me from you!
I will praise the Lord for he will answer my pray.
B.l.a.c.k
What's the movie "Black" like?
I watched the movie last thursday.
A teacher taught child to know a word "black" first of all.
In fact, a lot of people don't want that the meaning of black;
they think that black is darkness, shame and sin.
Therefore they are going to learn the alphabet from not black, from but a,b,c.
If they know the real meaning of black, they will have freedom and live new life.
Yes,yes!
"Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."(John8:32)
I have to cut of Satan's temtation for freedom. Jesus has done it.
All of the world must go forth from darkness' shadow to truth's light.
Above all, they have to know that they are sinner; then, they have to know beautiful words; water, bird, butterfly, etc..
Thank you for changing me like this.
I hope to know the real meaning of all words in Christ.
I watched the movie last thursday.
A teacher taught child to know a word "black" first of all.
In fact, a lot of people don't want that the meaning of black;
they think that black is darkness, shame and sin.
Therefore they are going to learn the alphabet from not black, from but a,b,c.
If they know the real meaning of black, they will have freedom and live new life.
Yes,yes!
"Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."(John8:32)
I have to cut of Satan's temtation for freedom. Jesus has done it.
All of the world must go forth from darkness' shadow to truth's light.
Above all, they have to know that they are sinner; then, they have to know beautiful words; water, bird, butterfly, etc..
Thank you for changing me like this.
I hope to know the real meaning of all words in Christ.
Monday, April 6, 2009
When I love him
The third time he said to him, "Simon son of John, do you love me?"
Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, "Do you love me?"
He said, "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Feed my sheep." -John21:17
What is the most important God's gift that I have to possess?
First of all, the answer is "love."--I have a firm belif about this.
God wanted that I love him and his children love each other.(Matthew22:35-40)
When I didn't know how to do other people---at that time, I think about love.
Then, I begin to know how to do for them.
When I love someone---God's will is accomplished.
The best way that please God is to love him and others, better than do something different.
Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, "Do you love me?"
He said, "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Feed my sheep." -John21:17
What is the most important God's gift that I have to possess?
First of all, the answer is "love."--I have a firm belif about this.
God wanted that I love him and his children love each other.(Matthew22:35-40)
When I didn't know how to do other people---at that time, I think about love.
Then, I begin to know how to do for them.
When I love someone---God's will is accomplished.
The best way that please God is to love him and others, better than do something different.
Heaven's millionaire
I watched "Slumdog Millionaire" last night in the church.
I like India. I have something special mind what I don't know. When I have been there 3years ago, I felt friendly and sympathy toward India's people.
There are most non-reached tribes, over 1 billion muslims in India. More people have to go there and tell the gospel I really hope.
The movie-"Slumdog Millionaire"-is the story about poor man's success through quiz program.
It is showing us various aspect of India like rich and poverty, honesty and avarice, badness and kindness.
However, this movie end like movie. Serious while funny. Not heavy.
Possibly, this is the cheap jewelry for this reason.
p.s: I knew the answer about the last question.
I wanted to shout the answer "Aramis!" to the all nations!!
I'm a millionaire!" Right?!!
But now, most of all, I know the answer of the question about salvation and I'm a heaven's millionaire.
Although people don't know me like this.
Yes, thank you for the cross. thank you for giving me your salvation.
good night every GCA family!~
I like India. I have something special mind what I don't know. When I have been there 3years ago, I felt friendly and sympathy toward India's people.
There are most non-reached tribes, over 1 billion muslims in India. More people have to go there and tell the gospel I really hope.
The movie-"Slumdog Millionaire"-is the story about poor man's success through quiz program.
It is showing us various aspect of India like rich and poverty, honesty and avarice, badness and kindness.
However, this movie end like movie. Serious while funny. Not heavy.
Possibly, this is the cheap jewelry for this reason.
p.s: I knew the answer about the last question.
I wanted to shout the answer "Aramis!" to the all nations!!
I'm a millionaire!" Right?!!
But now, most of all, I know the answer of the question about salvation and I'm a heaven's millionaire.
Although people don't know me like this.
Yes, thank you for the cross. thank you for giving me your salvation.
good night every GCA family!~
Friday, April 3, 2009
I'm pressing on
I'm pressing on the upward way, new hights I'm gaining everyday;
Still praying as I'm onward bound, "Lord, plant my feet on higher ground."
Lord, lift me up and let me stand by faith on heaven's tableland,
A higher plane than I have found; Lord, plant my feet on higher ground.
-I'm Pressing on the Upward Way(Hymn543)
It's because he lived for me that I live for him through my whole life.
I prayed because I want to see the day of Lord.
It's because he lift me up that I praise him.
I didn't sined because I really want to love him.(I'm a new creation! Hallelujah!~)
God has done it until now.
I wan~~~t to live that just as he wished.
Till the day comes!!~
Still praying as I'm onward bound, "Lord, plant my feet on higher ground."
Lord, lift me up and let me stand by faith on heaven's tableland,
A higher plane than I have found; Lord, plant my feet on higher ground.
-I'm Pressing on the Upward Way(Hymn543)
It's because he lived for me that I live for him through my whole life.
I prayed because I want to see the day of Lord.
It's because he lift me up that I praise him.
I didn't sined because I really want to love him.(I'm a new creation! Hallelujah!~)
God has done it until now.
I wan~~~t to live that just as he wished.
Till the day comes!!~
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Mispronunciation
Typical the words that I mispronounce - "your","with","is","our"
In fact, I am embarrassed with knowing about mispronouncing.
I mispronounced a lot of English words before came here,
but now I am reforming mispronounce more and more.
Not "you r" but "your",
not "wid" but "with",
not "au r" but "ar".
I am going right street in connection with English.
I hope the end of this road.
In fact, I am embarrassed with knowing about mispronouncing.
I mispronounced a lot of English words before came here,
but now I am reforming mispronounce more and more.
Not "you r" but "your",
not "wid" but "with",
not "au r" but "ar".
I am going right street in connection with English.
I hope the end of this road.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Almighty God
What is the real problem?
It is "not-knowing."
I didn't know what I don't know.
So, I do something wrong.
If I knew something, I wouldn't do it.
It is thanksful that we have a person who awake our "not-knowing" and
teachs to "knowing".
Personally, pronouncing English words is the same.
I didn't know how to pronounce English words.
So, I spoke wrong English words.
Almighty God
He knows my ignorance and has power to change it.
I hope God will doing it.
Thank you for the Almighty God.
He is my and our living Father!!!
p.s: Thank you Judy, and thank you my WSA members!~
It is "not-knowing."
I didn't know what I don't know.
So, I do something wrong.
If I knew something, I wouldn't do it.
It is thanksful that we have a person who awake our "not-knowing" and
teachs to "knowing".
Personally, pronouncing English words is the same.
I didn't know how to pronounce English words.
So, I spoke wrong English words.
Almighty God
He knows my ignorance and has power to change it.
I hope God will doing it.
Thank you for the Almighty God.
He is my and our living Father!!!
p.s: Thank you Judy, and thank you my WSA members!~
Monday, March 30, 2009
God follower
I want to be a man whom love God and others.
I really want to be a God follower.
But I have some egoistic attitude as well as I have something good.
So, God's purpose is not achieved to me and others through me.
I decide to do which he wants.
Although I have no gains, that's ok.
I want to be a man who God wants.
That's enough.
I really want to be a God follower.
But I have some egoistic attitude as well as I have something good.
So, God's purpose is not achieved to me and others through me.
I decide to do which he wants.
Although I have no gains, that's ok.
I want to be a man who God wants.
That's enough.
Friday, March 27, 2009
The reason that I don't have change.
The men whom know the Lord have change. I trust it.
If a man doesn't have change, it is something wrong.
I have knew him for a long time.
But, I have bad habits and wrong attitudes.
I sometimes have painful thought because of these causes.
Why?
There are two reasons that I think.
First, God says his will to me every moment by the words, circumstances and people.
I can't change because I want listen to his words.
Second, God wants my voluntary mind and acts.
So, he wait for me, in spite of my disobedience.
Until I listen his words and obey his will.
This is a reason that a man is not change.
"My beloved Lord,
I will listen your voice, I will obey your will
change me and use me just as you wished."
If a man doesn't have change, it is something wrong.
I have knew him for a long time.
But, I have bad habits and wrong attitudes.
I sometimes have painful thought because of these causes.
Why?
There are two reasons that I think.
First, God says his will to me every moment by the words, circumstances and people.
I can't change because I want listen to his words.
Second, God wants my voluntary mind and acts.
So, he wait for me, in spite of my disobedience.
Until I listen his words and obey his will.
This is a reason that a man is not change.
"My beloved Lord,
I will listen your voice, I will obey your will
change me and use me just as you wished."
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Praise the Lord for...
Praise the Lord for he is good!
Praise the Lord for He is saved us from the evil and Sin!
Praise the Lord for He became our father forever!
We are not orphanage anymore!
Give thanks to the Lord for he is good.
Give thanks to the Lord for he let us study English together in Saipan.
Give thanks to the Lord for he let us met saints of GNCS and Judy.
Give thanks to the Lord for he let us became one body;
MiAe,Eunice,Grace,JiHoon,Joseph,Joy,Rebekah,Sarah,Shalom.
Let all created things praise the name of the Lord!
p.s: Praise the Lord for he will let us pass the exam for driver's lisence.^^
Praise the Lord for He is saved us from the evil and Sin!
Praise the Lord for He became our father forever!
We are not orphanage anymore!
Give thanks to the Lord for he is good.
Give thanks to the Lord for he let us study English together in Saipan.
Give thanks to the Lord for he let us met saints of GNCS and Judy.
Give thanks to the Lord for he let us became one body;
MiAe,Eunice,Grace,JiHoon,Joseph,Joy,Rebekah,Sarah,Shalom.
Let all created things praise the name of the Lord!
p.s: Praise the Lord for he will let us pass the exam for driver's lisence.^^
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Became a nothing
I believe that God sends us to Saipan with special plan.
I don't know what to do except learning English hard.
I don't know what to say except speaking English a little.
What does he wants to me?
I became an incapable person in my opinion.
I became a dumb man.
Lord, I am nothing.
But, You are everything to me.
You are my strenth, wisdom and a shelter.
Thank you Jesus, thank you very much.
Let me know your plans while obey your commands day by day.
Lead me to your glorious land.
I don't know what to do except learning English hard.
I don't know what to say except speaking English a little.
What does he wants to me?
I became an incapable person in my opinion.
I became a dumb man.
Lord, I am nothing.
But, You are everything to me.
You are my strenth, wisdom and a shelter.
Thank you Jesus, thank you very much.
Let me know your plans while obey your commands day by day.
Lead me to your glorious land.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
He is gone.
Sun-gyo Kim is son of missionary yong ui Kim. He is 19year old World Mobile Missionary that likes to worship God. He is the youngest missionary in WMM. He was joined the Army last week. He said to us, "I will come back to be a real soldier that waiting The day." When I focus on the day, I can do the work in hand better than before. So, I'm happy. "Lord, let us wait for the day more sincerely."
Sunday, March 22, 2009
fellowship time
We are attend the sunday morning service today. We ate lunch together under the mango tree in front of the GCA building. There were about forty people. We ate the local food, and then we had talking about Gam;Korean fruit. They told us radiantly that it is very delicious. We are say good bye to Pastor Raymond and many other people. That is a joyous occasion because of comfotable fellowship time.
New week begin. I said to myself "Relax,Joseph,Relax!"
New week begin. I said to myself "Relax,Joseph,Relax!"
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Happy missionary
I was happy while seeing my WMM family picture on my blog.
More noble people than all of the world.
Can I die for them?..
To be sure!~
I want to die for the world just as Jesus did so.
I live for Christ, I will die for him.
What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self?
(Luke9:25)
More noble people than all of the world.
Can I die for them?..
To be sure!~
I want to die for the world just as Jesus did so.
I live for Christ, I will die for him.
What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self?
(Luke9:25)
At friday prayer
I joined at friday prayer. And I prayed.
"I can't live without you, Jesus."
He told me at once.
"I can't live without you, Joseph."
Is it right? Majestic God said to me this? He really want this?
I realize that he want to be in intimate relations with me even in Saipan.
The words reached my heart.
"I can't live without you, Jesus."
He told me at once.
"I can't live without you, Joseph."
Is it right? Majestic God said to me this? He really want this?
I realize that he want to be in intimate relations with me even in Saipan.
The words reached my heart.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
When I was child
When I was child, my mother told me.
"If there is not a road, don't go there.
If there is not a word, don't listen."
But now, I can't listen to the words that is spoken English.
Why can not listening?
I want to listen any sentences.
O Lord!~
I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me.
The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. (Galatians2:20)
"If there is not a road, don't go there.
If there is not a word, don't listen."
But now, I can't listen to the words that is spoken English.
Why can not listening?
I want to listen any sentences.
O Lord!~
I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me.
The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. (Galatians2:20)
Happy birthday to Grace!
Dear Grace!
What a beautiful day isn't it?
How about your life of these days in Saipan?
God gaves you to special times for not only learning English but also knowing God especially.
I hope that you know God better during study.
You look so happy. I guess you live for the day that Jesus is comming.
Happy missionary! and Happy march!~
Although we can't not speak English well,
we will speech to many other people in English someday.
Cheer up!
You are a bridge of blessing of God.
In him,
Joseph
What a beautiful day isn't it?
How about your life of these days in Saipan?
God gaves you to special times for not only learning English but also knowing God especially.
I hope that you know God better during study.
You look so happy. I guess you live for the day that Jesus is comming.
Happy missionary! and Happy march!~
Although we can't not speak English well,
we will speech to many other people in English someday.
Cheer up!
You are a bridge of blessing of God.
In him,
Joseph
Monday, March 16, 2009
"Oh, What a beautiful day it is!"
O Lord, you are so beautiful.
You are pure, holy, one and only God.
How amazing grace you gave to me!
You gave me eternal life through your death.
Therefore, you are the only reason that I live.
I can't live anymore without you.
Everything is new to me that was born again
although the world is not changed hardly.
I hope your kingdome come soon.
People will see most beautiful Lord on that day.
I look forward to the day of God.
Amen, Jesus. Come!
You are pure, holy, one and only God.
How amazing grace you gave to me!
You gave me eternal life through your death.
Therefore, you are the only reason that I live.
I can't live anymore without you.
Everything is new to me that was born again
although the world is not changed hardly.
I hope your kingdome come soon.
People will see most beautiful Lord on that day.
I look forward to the day of God.
Amen, Jesus. Come!
Friday, March 13, 2009
How was your week?
Uhm...I came here last Tuesday. I feel that I was here for a long time. Today is Friday. Just little time passed. I spend to learn English most times. And I went to Good News Church of Saipan. I worship God sincerely with my lovely companions at that church. Now, P.M 12...God has done many things to me. I'm happy in Jesus Christ.
How do you study for your test?
Practice makes perfect! I think that the best way learning something is practice constantly. First, I read 'Handbook for Reading' and my note book softly or loudly. And I memorize about the important subjects and sentences. Sometimes we speak each other. This is useful to us.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
The beauty of Saipan
Saipan is beautiful isle. I don't know this place as yet. But, I think that this place is peaceful and comfortabal. There are many beautiful area like Bird island. Especially, the people of God is here.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I want to learn English because...
God loves me, and I love him. God show his love to me through his one and only son; Jesus Christ. His death means that all the people on the earth have eternal lives. I have to speak the gaspel for them. Speaking English is useful for it. It is the reason that I want to learn English.
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