After get back from Rota...

How great is our God! He is awesome, lead me in His whole plan.
He has done until now, and He will do everything that He has planed.

I have been in Rota for 3 weeks in His will.
How many things did I experienced?
God let me show the witnesses who love God sincerely.
They have been called to Rota 9 years ago, and they came in order to obey the will of God.
Rota is smaller and more hot weather than any other islands, I am too sure that it is not easy to endure in the uncomfortable place.
In spite of that, only one reason that God called them, is enough reason to let them be in there.
They gave up the life that are able to live easily and comfortably.

In other word, however, it was the privilege to serve God on this land which is desolate and forlorn.
It is very sure! It is the privilege that we can live as a missionary.
I have impressed during I live with them.


"No words! In my dictionary."

After couple of days, I asked him, "Were you tired?" He looked like do not know tiredness.
He worked all of the days without rest,-at least, when I looked at him- but I felt tired many times because of many works and the hot climate.
When I asked him, "Why didn't you take a rest?", he answered that he would be able to take a real rest in heaven which the Lord dwells.
I could not help stop to telling when he told me like that.

How many times have I been bound my flesh and mind because of spoken words that I told?

In fact, I have only few time; it means, it is not enough to tell the gospel all of the world.
After I came back in Saipan, I decided to do couple of somethings.

I won't say like these, "I'm tired. It's hard, difficult and impossible."
There is no word in dictionary of my life from now, as 'tired'and'impossible.'
I knew renewdely that I can do everything in Him who give me the strength.
If I can see the day of His coming, I will not hesitate running for the glory of God. Hallelujah!!~:)


Prayer is a breath of my spirit to breathe without pause

There were a lot of time that I did not pray for the nations; not only before I met Christ, but now that I met on the cross of Jesus.
I also did not pray for continually not only for the nations but also my daily food and neighbor's needs.

Even though I did like that, he prayed in all circumstances; even if I did not feel the need to pray.
He used every times as the time to pray; his prayer was true, without affect.
I have learned how to pray: it meant that I should always pray all the time, for all things that God is going to give us.
I am praying, and I have a passion to pray than before.


Eternal love..'can not stop whoever, whatever'

"But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him."
"Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God."
(Jonh2:5, 4:7)

God let me see how he loves his wife, and I ask him how he loves her.
He told me about loving his wife when we were on our way to home.
It was good lesson to me because I have beloved people, and I really wanted to love them not my way but God's way; because it is everlasting and perfect.

I remember...he said, "Love always, if she is good or bad.", "Love her, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her.", "I pray for her not only when I am married but also now that the time passed for a long time."
As I mentioned, I will love not my love but His: eternal and faithful.


In the conclusion, What I have seen is not a perfect man. I saw weak people who can not live even though for a moment without God. What they gave me is not fear about goal that I can't reach, but braveness and encouragement to me who live by faith. As I am weak, they also had a weaknesses. I praise God who let weak people glorify Him.
I will run to the end with Passion, Prayer and Loving for the Glory of my beloved God.
I hope see the day come soon!!

p.s: Thank you so much, my lovely Pastor. Tony and Sarita!
I am too sure that the day will come soon because of your obedience.