I am ready..

I was sick last week because I tend to take not a rest before I lose my energy. During forty days, I concentrated many things that I had to do as a leader of WSA team. I decided to take not a nap every afternoon, and I was concerned about members. God gave me his love which is not self-seeking, I could not help serving them and God's tasks.

I had a great happiest time to serve God through this time, and it gave me the joy. I eagerly did my homework, many roles, and I prayed better than last six months with wholeheartedly. God answered me, He showed me His faithfulness through the answers. He alives! He is my father who answer me, show to me and first of all, loves me.

I did not know about tiring until I had been sick.
I was sick in bed for three days. It was painful better than I thought.
During I was in bed, I thought about martyrdom.
I can not explain exactly that thinking in English.
The best important thing what I think about martyrdom is that I can see my Lord after I died! It is amazing and wonderful thing!

I hope to see Jesus with all the nations on the last day, however anyone knows the day of Jesus' coming.
Every holy saints are praying for the day, and we will see Him whom will come from heaven.
Secondly, on the day of my death, I will see Him! Seeing the Lord faster than what I think, is incredible!

I almost recoverd my health, and I awoke.:D
After I awoke, I had to think what I should to do that as a man who lives on the earth.:<

I love my life that God gave me, and I will show faithful to God through my life that I am living continually until He comes.
If I live or die, I will live for God. I belong to God who gave his only son to me.

Someone's confess gave an impression.
"I am ready to die for Christ."...It is like an apostle paul said.
I also confess my lovely Jesus with sincerely.


I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. (Philippians 1:20-21)