True reason that I am here

What am I doing on Saipan?...Learning English?
To exercise phonics?
Having a Relationship with people who live in this place?
If not, serving members of our team? Why am I here in very important these time?

It is true that the reason I am here is not because of those reason.
It's really true!

If so, for what reason?

I am here because God led me, and gave the task of learning English in order to achieve His final goal. Onething that I know is not only learning English but also preparing 'the Gospel'and 'the prayer.'
Namely, God gave me the time to prepare as a 'witness' for the completion of mission.

Honestly speaking, during last six month, I have had a firm belief that I must learn English above all. Therefore, I missed lots of good oppotunity to learn not about English but about to stand firmly as a witness.

After I realized my fault about the reason that I have been sent, I decided to focus on the Lord's will: What does Jesus want to me? What does God want me to do?
What should I do during my stay here?
It is relate with my calling: The calling of WMM is the serving and the unity for the revival of God's kingdom and the completion of Great commission.

I have called as a witness for the people and the church that need to revive.
It is hard job; it needs great cost: time, my future, marriage, family, and my own one life. Besides, the world is going to exclude me, insult me and maybe kill me.

Necessarily, if I do not prepare the Gospel and the Prayer, I am going to be shamed before the world.
I will obey God not only today but until the last day; at least during six months!
I really want God to say about my obeying, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'

Eventhough I am not going to gain nothing, if I hear from my beloved God, I will enough. Yes, Lord! I am enough!


p.s: To learn English hardly is given to me by God. It also is true! I don't forget! ~:D